Even the best fall down sometimes

No matter how bad we wish things would be different in our lives it never happens. We have an amazing relationship going for us. Yes, we have our fights but what couple doesn’t? We’re going to get through this. We will and we’re going to cross the finish line with a smile on our faces.Hm, lets stop and rewind our relationship back almost a year ago. We were so naive so apathetic towards anything such as a big future. We grew to be one, to know each other inside and out. I told myself this relationship will be different. I’m going to make this work. I will try my hardest to work at it just like I have been for the past 10 months of my life. I’ve never wanted anything so bad in my life. We’ve never wanted anything so bad than just to be happy and content in our lives. But I find it to be one of the most difficult tasks I’d ever had to pursue at just because we have people in our lives that make it so difficult to undertake. Is it really so difficult to give us the acceptance and happiness that we’ve tried receiving? Patience is definitely not my best friend but has been for the past 10 months. I want to be fully content with everything and I can’t! It’s been so impractical. We’re good Christians we praise the Lord as much as we can. We believe in hope, faith and most certainly love. I feel like the world is trying to push us to our limit. Trying to burn out a candle that’s flame has yet reached the wax. This is our fate and we’re meant for each other. Bypass all the bullshit in our lives we’re keeping our heads high. We’re going to love each other like no other. We’re going to kiss each other with the hardest shut eyes ever. We’re going to tell each other "I love you" every minute we can till we’re blue in the face! That’s what gets us through our day everyday. Our relationship isn’t bad. We’re suffering, arguing, crying because we don’t have the respect we need. We don’t have our life to our advantage. Despite the lack of approval and appreciation and love we’re going to be still holding hands in the end. I don’t need to always be on check with everyone’s life to know that mine is better. I KNOW its way better. It would be best to most peoples advantage if they would stay out of Eric’s and my relationship and worry about their own. Before I conclude this blog I want to state that it’s slowly killing us. We may be strong with our relationship. But you can only push a person so hard till they break. I’ll just leave it at that. An inspirational bible verse that is very stirring...

May your unfailing love rest upon us, O LORD, even as we put our hope in you.
Psalm 33:22