So it's been about four days since I last updated. I guess I've been pretty busy with school and stuff. The week was quite boring nothing spectacular happened. So I really don't have much to say. It was your average week of school. But by Monday I was missing Eric like crazy! I usually go home to the valley every weekend to visit him. But the past weekend that had past I did not go home. I had to stay in San Antonio and take care of school busines. Monday, was Erics and my 8 month anniversary. Every 25th of the month we celebrate one more month of our relationship. So far they have been the best and hardest 8 months of my life. It started off swell because I was still living in the valley during the summer. Then, I moved to San Antonio towards the end of July. So it was really difficult. I mean Eric and I have never had it easy. It's always been filled with obstacles and difficulties against our relationship. I wish I could say his parents love me because they don't. His mother can't stand me and probably wishes I died or fell of the face of the earth. Or simply just ended things with her son. She's heard some really bad things about me through "unknown" sources. I really wish she gave me a chance and got to know me for who I really am. If anyone knew me well enough they know that I'm a goal oriented person with good morals and has a good head on her shoulers.I gave up on trying. I tried so hard. I've done absolutely nothing wrong to the lady.I've been myself around her family. I've had no problems with there family but she will base her thoughts of me through sources and not by knowing me for me. I'm okay with that I mean it really sucks and makes me sick to my stomach that I can't even be in good terms with the family cause of his mom. But I just keep praying for her and her family that things will eventually be okay.Argh, enough with that it makes me really sad when I talk about it.
Well yesterday I took off from San Antonio at 12:45 headed to the valley. Jorge and I took a bus home. I didn't want to stay the weekend because no one was going to be at the apartment and wouldn't be able to drive me around for any reason. Eric is at the moment in San Antonio with his basketball team. They did extremely well this season they beat every team in the valley all the way to Lareado! Now , they're making there way up on to the 210 but I don't have high hopes for them. Just because the interratial cultures .Yes, i'm talking about taller boys, tall black boys. so that always hurts them. They're not the tallest boys of the bunch but they have game. He didn't want me to stay. Primarily because I'd be staying with Uly and well we all know they don't like each other. Plus, he said they weren't going to win Friday so he'll be back on Saturday. :)I pray and hope he comes back I miss him terribly! We got into a big ol fight earlier about a powerpoint on my computer. Mind you, this powerpoint was from Junior year! Geezus but he say some pictures he didn't care to see but with all honesty the power point was only in there cause I had pictures in there that I wanted to upload to my computer. Eh, well today is going to be a good day I'm going to go shopping right now with the bestie Prissy. Then, later tonight I'll be hanging with my friend Rebecca and Samantha pearl. We got business to take care of;) lol. I'll update later..
xoxoxo
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